bored and lonely

[lokajournal]

Looking back I realize more and more how screwed up I've been due to the fact that I was not allowed to do so many things growing up. It seems too late to recover a lot of that. I don't regret getting married but I wish I would have had a chance to be independent, live and make my own decisions. That didn't seem attainable in my future either

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[izumi_lade]

We'll have someone babysit Liam and then have a girls day/night out. We have a lot of catching up to do!

[gqvampire]

=D i called to say happy birthday but you didn't pick up... =( call me!!! i often wonder what life would of been like if i had never meet diep or had kyle... but it takes a quick second for me to realize that when it all comes down to it, i wouldn't want it any other way. life is full of joys and mistakes... and there will always be that "what if" factor, being that we can't go back in time and repeat them... any case *HUGGS