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[loki43]

I just wanna go away right now. I don't even know why I'm here. Seriously what the hell is my purpose in life. It's pretty sad when you help other people with their problems when you are so screwed up you don't even know how to help yourself. I don't even know how long it's been sence the depression started. I can't remember now how long it's been

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[zid0]

:(

[serenity84]

It don't think you're the only one that feels like this. I honestly don't know what my purpose in life is either. The only reason I'm still in Petoskey is because I have no idea what the hell I should do with my life. Bethany feels the same way too. Truthfully, I've been depressed since I first moved into the dorms in August. There are a lot of things I'm miserable and depressed about now that I have no power to change, or make myself happy. I haven't had a truly happy day in a long time. Even my 21st birthday is looking crappy. I'm trying to be cheery about it, but I'm honestly just faking it. I'm just not looking forward to it. But I do have friends who care about me and look after me. So do you. They watch over you when you don't even realize it. ;) Don't be afraid to tell them you're feeling bad about things. Just sharing what you're feeling sometimes helps and gets the weight of your feelings off your chest. And who knows, they might surprise you and be able to help you in some other way that you didn't even think about. A good

[neocat0486]

Nikki why are you not talking to me and pretending i dont even exsist...

[serenity84]

if i was your sister i wouldn't talk to you either and i'd try to pretend like you didn't exist

[neocat0486]

She is my family and family is always by your side and never leaves and is always there when you need them