Standing On the Edge.

[lokicoyote]

Things have been weird lately. Rick and lack of school and lack of work and being at home with my mother all the time is making me feel restless and worn out at the same time. Yesterday evening after I got home and all day today I've been touchy and moody. I hate it, too. I don't generally get upset over such small things. I called Rick last night

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[ashnod]

He isn't going to change, he'll only hurt you again. Be true to yourself.

[lokicoyote]

I know he's not going to change. It's now a question of what I'm willing to live with. If he would just quit lying. I can deal with the spending money. I can deal with the immaturity. I just can't take the lying. That's why I'm not sure. I think I need to wait and see if he's still lying.

[bay_at_wyotech]

Perhaps it isn't a good idea yet; I wouldn't say that I've reached the level of maturity required of me yet to actually be a contributing member to a relationship. However, I have no idea of knowing if I'll even attempt to truly mature without a guiding light such as Erin. That's my problem; I have few good examples of maturity in my friends at Wyotech; most of them are immature idiots, with no respect for women or relationships. There are a few, though, that are married, or working on it, and they provide a good example for me to follow

[bay_at_wyotech]

In addition, that little speech may have sounded rather trite and overworked. Know that I mean every word of it. Something else I've learnd to appreciate: the value of and advantages to telling the truth, instead of covering up my inadequacies and mistakes with lies. Verita vos liberabit - the truth shall set ye free.