very alone right now

cant give up though, I feel like Im almost there

guess someone else told on me

Im done with it, do not try to contact me
do not try to find me
If its worth it Ill contact you eventually,

Im sick of this

goodbye

been busy

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just a gear update, picked up epics for every slot except bracers and trinket.

I HAS WINGS


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Started into counseling today. Ive been doing a lot better emotionally as of late. Not to say Im happy. Im functioning again though which is a definite improvement. We didn't get much talked about. The woman Im seeing is the eating disorders/nutrition specialist. I haven't really had much of a problem with that recently. She has me writing ( Read more... )

Im shaking, I cant sleep, there is no one to talk to. Im really on the verge of shutting down. The crying fits are becoming more and more regular. I feel awful. I cant keep food down. I cant rest, I cant relax. I cant get to a good temperature. I cant feel my fingers or face. I cant steady my thoughts ( Read more... )

Think I might scrap this for a journal I can actually write down what I think and feel without having to explain every nuance of it.

Which of these 3 looks best? Im up in the air about which one to make.


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Wow update styled political humor ( Read more... )

So yeah, the ending of Utena is still just :/

Also I wanna dust off my Mikage and wear it with someone, I dunno, maybe a certain Nanami who's swords I still need to finish up...