after being in malibu all day,
i went home and put some
after-sun lotion i'd got
when i was in mexico...

it smells like sun-burns.... yum

i'm back from mexico ( Read more... )

Its official...my life is a neverending telenovela...
there is sooooo much drama
so many secrets
so many lies
so many things...

bleh...

my heart hurts...

and yet-

im scared of going back to the states... this family is my family as broken and as fucked as it is... and they accept me.. i miss it..

i dont know wut to do.

to whom it may concern ( Read more... )

so im back... temporarily... to settle some things. but im going back to mi tierra very very soon.
or.... quite the possibility, if money allows Ill be going to Thailand!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(pray for me)

in other news, i finished my applications!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and now: enjoy


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Happy New Years!
(for anyone that still reads this)

Home is not home lately... i might stay in MEX for a little longer to figure myself out... i dont know...
but for tonight: its all hope, dreams, friends, family, expectations and grapes!

2005-2006

IM IN MEXICO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hell yea

i feel like such a bitch but im sorry, if you leave your car's alarm on for more than one hour at one in the morining, you bet your ass im calling the police on you...
ive got work at 9...
ive got finals looming...

fuck you.

it seems so cold lately... and i dont just mean the weather...

i wish i could go back, and make it better.

it just sums up everything...

( sing with me )