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Itty bitty kitty
I just rescued a kitty cat ( Read more... ) -
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Last night we went over to Steve and Deirdres and hung out with them and Tim and Homer. Later in the evening, after we had all eaten the amazing food Jeremiah had made for us, we were all sitting around chatting and Tim asked if he could share something with me, I said sure. He held out his hand, and I took it. I felt a wave of warm energy come ( Read more... ) -
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When you hold me under
and muffle my screams
the world looks like it could be a dream.
With my senses deprived
to the power I'm under
all that I have, I do surrender.
Inflict me with joy
and encase me in pain
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Of late.
We signed Aubrey up for band yesterday :) He tried out the trumpet and was really good at it. I'm so excited for him...and a little jealous lol ( Read more... ) -
For me.
I'm so fucking sick of feeling judged.
I'm so fucking sick of everyone and thier opinions.
Yeah, I screw up a lot, but how many people can say they've had the problems I've had and had to make the decisions I have?
No one knows exactly what I have been going through in the past few years. Everyones judgements are based on ignorant assumptions.
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F-bomb.
There is a negativity in this household that is seeping it's way into the core of me. I can't shake it ( Read more... ) -
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I have decided to lay off the alcomahol. Not only will my body appreciate the lack of poison, but the lack of soda will not go unnoticed ( Read more... ) -
Fucking Amish.
My eyes and head and shoulders hurt. Those stupid amish guys are outside again working on the building. They have been slamming on our walls since 7:30 this morning. I need f-ing sleep ( Read more... ) -
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I have this blank page in front of me, and so much on my mind, but I can't write anything down.
I have to monitor what I say...edit what I think.
No wonder I shut people out. No wonder I don't want to talk.
I wish standards weren't so high. And I wish that it didn't hurt so much when I don't meet them.
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