...but every day i'm learning how to make it through this life i'm in ( Read more... )

i dont even care anymore. i am leaving the pieces to fall where they may. i'm tired of giving chances to people who don't deserve them.. if you guys thought i was a bitch before, wait til you see me now ( Read more... )

this is why i hate my life this week. for no other reason than just to complain, i will list a detailed itinerary of my week below ( Read more... )

laa ( Read more... )

it occured to me the other day that i don't deserve you. i don't think i ever deserved you ( Read more... )

laa. i enjoy weekends ( Read more... )

it's been almost 4 months and sometimes, it still doesn't feel like he's really gone. i keep waiting to run into him somewhere, or see him come home late one night. even when i talk to him, even when i know he's there with me, i will say to myself out loud "i can't believe it," and i really can't. even now, as i sit here and try not to cry, i am ( Read more... )

today was uneventful. i slept pretty much all day, and then had class at 6, where we had to draw our interpretation of Matthew Arnold's interpretation of some painting by some guy, which was pretty amusing (i should interject here that i am incapable of drawing even a stick figure--one leg is always longer than the other). umm then i went to the ( Read more... )

today is nip/tuck tuesday and i am looking forward to it ( Read more... )

yeahh. saw Danielle Zappile today that was fun i love her. work was all right. my gay boyfriend is the light of my world, and i got nasty looks from about 4 different girls who didnt know he was gay and thought i was sleeping with him. which is an instant ego boost since they all assume i was hot enough to get him in my clutches hehehe ( Read more... )