Why does January feel longer than any other month?
Click to viewI've been in a downward spiral of old EBM lately. Turns out this shit is all I want to listen to. The stuff from the early 2000s is obviously my favorite. Living my youth again.
Still alcohol free but feeling a little less misanthropic these days. I feel like after a full month, I finally feel "clean"...I sleep like a champ, aside from when I have violent night terrors.
I'm still having a bit of an existential crisis. Got a new tattoo on a whim, made an appointment to get my hair drastically changed...
I'm down to my "high" healthy weight which is 5 pounds less than my "one pound away from overweight", which feels good...I haven't really been trying, just not eating everything in sight. I'd love to lose 10 pounds more but I'm in a range that is healthy. I find the older I am, as I get skinny I just look old...magic and botox and expensive creams can only do so much.
Imbolc is around the corner so the sun is coming back...I'm not happy and I'm not sad.