don't get me wrong.... i love my job. more than most people... but on days like today i just want to scream ( Read more... )

it's day like this that are the hardest on me.. when one thing is promised to me.. and it doesnt happen.. i just hate looking forward to something only to know that it isnt going to happen no matter how much i want it to. All i wanted to do was relax tonight... watch movies... just hang out. but it isnt going to happen because i anticipated it too ( Read more... )

so i did it. i made it thru the afternoon.. i dont know how. but i did it. shit it hurts. knowing now that i have to give him up for good. he has a family. this sucks.

all of it.

i'm a little nervous for this afternoon.. okay a little is an understatement.. i'm going to meet the babys mama.. Jacson and i keep putting this off. and i dont know how im going to handle seeing her all over him. but i have to do this. I have to get over this. He really doesnt want me going over i think. but i have to. i can not let this drag out ( Read more... )

Let's play pretend.

Somedays I dont understand my friends.

Phattman3303r: Lauren im fucking shit faced,,,,haha,, and im in POrague.. its about 11 pm here.. hope u r having fun... i hope thinkgs r going well with jackson.. i think u r hot.. dont worry...love ryan

aw man i miss him. make him come home

the new lindt endcap is my baby. i treat that thing better than i would my own kids (if i had any..) I reorder daily... i stock hourly... i dust, i primp. oh it's gorgeous. and the toffee crunch bars. to die for.

I need a massage!

it's days like this. when your attitude is as harsh as it is. that i can't stand you and wish i could take it all back.

It's also days like this where i want to know the truth. i want to know why you did it. and why you are doing it now. I'm determined to find out. Tonight. I will. I will not back down from you. Because whats the point of that?