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[lolatheshowgirl]

I'm so stupidddd. Dumb dumb dumb dumbb.

All of my friends probz hate me.

Surprisingly, I don't hate me.

I just wish I stayed in a ... "controlled" state.

I love you all. & sry for being a douchebag.

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[crlygirl]

no worries.

<3

you know you want to do it all again. haha.

[topofyourworld]

its all g.

[insidewalkinout]

You know, this comment is probably going to get me in trouble. Keep in mind this is advisory, getting myself involved isn't gonna help anything. Here we go.

First off, this post doesn't do squat. Unfortunately, in reality, sorry doesn't do anything unless it is backed up with actual sincerity. You need to stop doing things like ditching friends you've known for over a year to go indulge in less desireable activities. And did you know that your best friend can usually tell what you mean even if it's not what you say? People are not playthings, and they know when you try to take them as that. Yes, some people may be mad at you, but they still do care about you. Those close to you can tell when you start falling, and despite what you think, they do want to catch you. But if you keep pushing them away, they won't be there for you when you need them. Honesty, sincerity, and consideration. Fix yourself.

[lolatheshowgirl]

Adam, it was one night. I fucked up. I get it

[lolatheshowgirl]

And one more thing: That apology wasn't FORCED either because I had no idea what was on everyone's minds. & for the people I seem to be pushing away, if yr talking about Joey, I'm sorry that I'm nice to the person and all I ever got was "fuck you" and "shutup why dont u sit down" until Claire finally talked to him. Then I got absolutely nothing but hello. How am I pushing him away? Seems like I was being pushed first.

You don't know my side. And really, nobody does. So don't tell me to do something when you don't know what its like for me.

[insidewalkinout]

Actually, I wasn't really talking about Joey. I was talking about Courtney. But anyway, I'm not contributing any more. The rest is up to you.

[crlygirl]

my comment was actually kinda stupid cuz i had no idea what exactly you were talking about lol.
but still no worries and its in the past and i'm sure you don't want to do it all again ... haha <3

[parlo]

"It's disgusting."