i'm so. numb. right now. well no. numb isn't crying hysterically for no reason, is it? no. i don't think so ( Read more... )

MY CAMERA CAME IN 24 HOURS!!!!

I SPENT AFTER FINALS WITH COREY AND WENT TO THE ROOST AND STUFF.

PICTURE POST LATER.

BYEZ.

IM GETTING A CAMERAL:KJ:ALFHI:H!!!!!!!!!!

EXPECTS LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF CAMWHORING AND RANDOM PICTURES OF MY BOYFRIEND AND FRIENDS AND KITTIESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I hate this feeling. I wanna just throw up everywhere and cry and throw things and scream and punch my pillow and cry some more...

Yet I don't have a single fucking reason to do any of it.

FUCK I JUST ERASED MY ENTRY. Wow i'm dumb ( Read more... )

I hate it when I listen to a song that just sends that one emotion through you that you can't explain, and all you wanna do is write the lyrics everywhere in every way and let everyone know what you feel, but you can't, because anything you do just doesn't explain it in a good enough way to make anybody understand.

TODAY'S MY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY AVEC LUCAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Hells yeah ( Read more... )

WOW I HAVE A LOT THAT I WANNA SAY BUT I CAN'T SPIT IT OUT, SO IT'S GONNA BE A BUNCH OF RANDOM IDEAS SMOOSHED TOGETHER ( Read more... )

SO! pookie and I's one year anniversaire is on saturday. :]]] das right bitchez & hoez. I'm all giddy now ( Read more... )

So tomorrow's my birthday! 16 it is..

tell me why I'm so emotional this week...oh right. duh.

And this is gonna sound so emo, but the mascara and eyeliner I'm wearing doesn't run when I cry. Now that's pretty shnazzy.

Ugh I'm not excited for my birthday at all. hmph.

I REALLY REALLY HATE THIS!!! UGHHH GOD. Birthdays are so overrated ( Read more... )