I'm suddenly depressed and extremely upset with myself for putting up Kyle's Christmas gift on e-Bay. It actually sold, and I was hoping it would. Now that it did, I feel horrible. He really deserved to have it.

Breaking up before Christmas is stupid. I don't recommend it.

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packed up all things kyle-related into a box. ready to be shipped out.
it's time to move on, but i feel stuck.
it's been five fucking years.

I've been told by several people lately that I am completely unapproachable, and intimidating. Honestly, is this true?
I feel like everyone is avoiding me, and I guess they have been. What can I do to soften up my looks and seem more friendly? I don't see how I can be so intimidating.

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You know what really bothers me? I have something very important I want to tell someone, yet I don't know if I should, because I don't know if I'll regret it in the future or not. But, I feel I need to get it off my chest. Any time I try talking to the person, I'm pushed aside.
I don't know what to do. This shouldn't be so complicated.

Things are getting more and more awkward around here. Haven't spoken to Kyle in a while, and I feel incomplete. Other than all of that, I have been doing fairly well with the exercising. Ate lots and lots of food with Leda today...which wasn't a good idea, but it felt/tasted great. And...I've been falling in love with Alec Baldwin more and more-- ( Read more... )

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