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lolita7

DARKEST MOMENT

Feb 26, 2006 18:34

I've been trying to battle internal demons for quite some time now. Thankfully, I have family and friends who truly know me and care....and I believe that God was speaking to me through them. After crying for almost every night since November....after being 'slapped in the face' and 'stabbed in the heart' unintentionally....I'm in need of many ( Read more... )

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djcyco February 26 2006, 23:47:04 UTC

And you already know that I'm here for ya. And I'm still waiting for that phone call. ;-)

While I do not intend to diminish your list, or any of it's content, if you ask me, you should make YOU #1. Worry about yourself and getting yourself well. Everything else around you will (or at least should) fall into place. Remember, some of us know exactly what you're going through, and are here for ANYTHING that you need.

Love ya. *hugs* :-)

lolita7 February 27 2006, 03:14:00 UTC

I think the only way I can get better is with the help of the Holy Spirit. Maybe you and I have different upbringings, but God has always been number one since day one...I just detoured, and need to get my act back together. It has to come from me too, I know....but things are just bad bad bad. THANK YOU for your support.

djcyco February 27 2006, 04:59:54 UTC

Well, everyone has different upbringings in one way or another. I don't doubt your belief and your faith in god. Granted, I may have lost my way (i.e. I'm a bad lapsed Catholic), but I do believe. But you do know that it has to come from you too. I'm here for you whenever you need. But you already knew that. ;-)

lolita7 February 28 2006, 01:25:24 UTC

Yes I did. Molti Bacci.

quicksilver_xp February 27 2006, 13:03:00 UTC

Will be praying for you, Cam. Hang in there!

lolita7 February 28 2006, 01:26:38 UTC

I'll try! I heard a message today by Bishop Charles Ellis---DELAY IS NOT DENIAL. I have to be patient. I know. I just want out of this living hell. It's been going on for too long. Thank you in advanced for your prayers.

legacy February 27 2006, 18:05:19 UTC

You can and you will leave that dark place. We haven't been journal buddies for long, but for about a year I was in a dark place (perhaps from the middle of 2004 to the middle of 2005) and my journal entries reflected that and my desire to get out. From experience I can tell you that there is relief, so just stay faithful and keep pressing. :) Praying for you.

lolita7 February 28 2006, 01:28:54 UTC

Thank you thank you! I know Jesus is still here. I heard a message yesterday on the WORD network that God is making me uncomfortable because He's getting ready to do something BIG. I know that Vicotry will come. But I don't see it approaching me any time soon. Thanks for your prayers.

alreetlike February 27 2006, 19:36:27 UTC

Hun you're awesome, we all know that and you just need to remember it too.

Plenty of people are here for you. :-)

lolita7 February 28 2006, 01:29:21 UTC

Ta m'dear. You brought a smile to my face. :)

yesibelieve March 4 2006, 21:13:55 UTC

Hey, I was wondering if you could remove me from your friends list? I'm basically cutting all the people I don't know personally so its nothing about you or anything. I'm just going to be making my LJ more personal and more about the people I know so I don't want a lot of strangers reading it. Its nothing to do with you or anything so please don't take it personally! Thanks a lot!

lolita7 March 4 2006, 22:43:31 UTC

I removed you a while ago! It's not a problem, really. Take care.