The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly
One of my favorite movies of all time, and has a great soundtrack.
Anyway, everyone makes their own choices, so I sectioned everything up so you, dear readers, could have a choice in what you want to know (I'm sure some of you are sick of my bitching, lol).
After this mornings events, I took a drive with my brother before he caught the ferry to go to our aunt's. He's a really good listener, so I felt way better afterward. I'm nearly finished coloring my Kaya pic, so I might have that up later this evening. Uhm, oh! When the Geek Squad guy came by the house, I didn't have to pay him anything! But that doesn't mean I didn't have spend money on my lappy. More of that in 'The Bad'. I wore my sailor jsk without the sailor collar today, and it amused me to watch people's reactions. Especially when I went into the gun shop with my brother, lol!
And ReiRei! I found a couple of sites that I think match Miss Perry's style. Most of them are a little on the pricey side, but it'll give you a good idea for when shopping in cheaper places :3 Betsey Jonson, Topshop, PinUp Girl Clothing, Unique Vintage, and ModCloth carry alot of that 40's or 50's style vintage clothing that she wears, so I hope that helps :3
Sooo, my lappy. When the guy came by the house, he thought that maybe someone might have spillt something on it and didn't tell me and told me to bring it to Best Buy right away. So away I went. When I got there, after standing in line for half and hour, the guy there said that couldn't possibly be the problem and that it seemed more like the motherboard died (which apparently can happen unexpectedly without warning). I'd forgotten I'd bought a 2 year waranty on it, so if it is just the motherboard, it is covered. if not, well, I'll be giving them my other arm for payment (I had to give themt he first one just for them to back up my info on my own external hard drive). So, we also discovered that even though I bought most of the programs on my lappy at the time of purchase, the guys who did all the installation never gave it back. Sooo, if it is my hardware and all that stuff goes away, I have to put up a case. +sighs+ So much more trouble than it's worth. So, my credit card is racked up again, I have stomach ulcers, I haven't been eatten properly and am losing weight in that weird omg, why is this happening way. I want cheeseburgers. lol XD
Alot of you may be wondering what was up with this mornings post. Well, good ol'Seth decided to take another stab at controling myself. When we broke up, and he tried to kill himself, our mutal friend and his best friend Taylor was in my corner. We'd become good friends, which pissed Seth off and he even accussed Taylor of dating me (believe me, if I'd know then what I know now, I would have went for Taylor more whole heartedly). Of course it wasn't true, because I promised myself a year of no relationships (and I did it! (and besides Taylor doesn't like me that way)). Well, after months of being good friends and sending him cookies at college and even getting hugs from him (which is painfully out of character for him), he stops talking to me around Thanksgiving. I naturally asumed it was because he was busy with school. So, I wrote on his wall on facebook, telling him I missed him and hoped he was dowing good. Then he sends me this message:
"this whole message is a bit hard to say without feeling akward or like a bit of a jerk, but I'll give it a shot.
You've never done anything to wrong me personally, in fact you've always been pretty nice to me all around, so the silent treatment isn't entirely deserved. But y'know Seth is my best friend, and trust and respect are always an important thing there. It's a matter of respect toward Seth that I don't mingle too much with you, it's akward for him and that slice of his life is still a slightly rough subject. I don't bear personal animosity toward you, but I know if I asked something similar of Seth he would do the same for me. Sorry about it all, hope your life goes smoothly."
What. The Fuck. I nearly cried. He was, is, a great friend, but it was like, seriously? Just because you live on your own, pay your own bills and crap, doesn't make you an adult, Seth! You're still a little boy. I mean, who does that? Who asks friends to severe ties with friends? He asked that of ALL our friends! But of course, naturally, they denyed and stuck with me. Because I'm not an insufferable ass who suffers from Bad-Ass Syndrom. I'm really disliking childish, drama llama acts, more than ever. So yes, he finally exceede in getting to me. I was doing so good for this past year. He's done alot of fucked up things, but this was the straw.
Anyway, this is what I wrote back to Taylor: Right. Well, knowing ahead of time would have been nice, so I wasn't thinking the only reason you weren't speaking to me was because you were too busy becoming the world's next top architech.
I only wish the best for you, Taylor, I always will.Cheers.
I meant every word of it. Disillussionment hurts.
I have a headache. I need to drink some water. But mom bought more half-and-half so iced coffee sounds better :P
It's funny, it's like everytime Seth does something to piss me off or he randomly messages me or something, random guys I know come out of the woodwork and suddenly want to hang out. When we first broke up, I practically had to beat them away with brooms! I don't know, I'm kinda nervous to enter a relationship. So, I guess I'll have to see how things go with Erik ('cause if I end up dating anybody, it's gonna be him). Or, I don't know! ;_; I don't want to think about relationships right now, it makes my ulcers hurt.
Si-Si needs love :C
~Si-Si
Anyway, everyone makes their own choices, so I sectioned everything up so you, dear readers, could have a choice in what you want to know (I'm sure some of you are sick of my bitching, lol).
After this mornings events, I took a drive with my brother before he caught the ferry to go to our aunt's. He's a really good listener, so I felt way better afterward. I'm nearly finished coloring my Kaya pic, so I might have that up later this evening. Uhm, oh! When the Geek Squad guy came by the house, I didn't have to pay him anything! But that doesn't mean I didn't have spend money on my lappy. More of that in 'The Bad'. I wore my sailor jsk without the sailor collar today, and it amused me to watch people's reactions. Especially when I went into the gun shop with my brother, lol!
And ReiRei! I found a couple of sites that I think match Miss Perry's style. Most of them are a little on the pricey side, but it'll give you a good idea for when shopping in cheaper places :3 Betsey Jonson, Topshop, PinUp Girl Clothing, Unique Vintage, and ModCloth carry alot of that 40's or 50's style vintage clothing that she wears, so I hope that helps :3
Sooo, my lappy. When the guy came by the house, he thought that maybe someone might have spillt something on it and didn't tell me and told me to bring it to Best Buy right away. So away I went. When I got there, after standing in line for half and hour, the guy there said that couldn't possibly be the problem and that it seemed more like the motherboard died (which apparently can happen unexpectedly without warning). I'd forgotten I'd bought a 2 year waranty on it, so if it is just the motherboard, it is covered. if not, well, I'll be giving them my other arm for payment (I had to give themt he first one just for them to back up my info on my own external hard drive). So, we also discovered that even though I bought most of the programs on my lappy at the time of purchase, the guys who did all the installation never gave it back. Sooo, if it is my hardware and all that stuff goes away, I have to put up a case. +sighs+ So much more trouble than it's worth. So, my credit card is racked up again, I have stomach ulcers, I haven't been eatten properly and am losing weight in that weird omg, why is this happening way. I want cheeseburgers. lol XD
Alot of you may be wondering what was up with this mornings post. Well, good ol'Seth decided to take another stab at controling myself. When we broke up, and he tried to kill himself, our mutal friend and his best friend Taylor was in my corner. We'd become good friends, which pissed Seth off and he even accussed Taylor of dating me (believe me, if I'd know then what I know now, I would have went for Taylor more whole heartedly). Of course it wasn't true, because I promised myself a year of no relationships (and I did it! (and besides Taylor doesn't like me that way)). Well, after months of being good friends and sending him cookies at college and even getting hugs from him (which is painfully out of character for him), he stops talking to me around Thanksgiving. I naturally asumed it was because he was busy with school. So, I wrote on his wall on facebook, telling him I missed him and hoped he was dowing good. Then he sends me this message:
"this whole message is a bit hard to say without feeling akward or like a bit of a jerk, but I'll give it a shot.
You've never done anything to wrong me personally, in fact you've always been pretty nice to me all around, so the silent treatment isn't entirely deserved. But y'know Seth is my best friend, and trust and respect are always an important thing there. It's a matter of respect toward Seth that I don't mingle too much with you, it's akward for him and that slice of his life is still a slightly rough subject. I don't bear personal animosity toward you, but I know if I asked something similar of Seth he would do the same for me. Sorry about it all, hope your life goes smoothly."
What. The Fuck. I nearly cried. He was, is, a great friend, but it was like, seriously? Just because you live on your own, pay your own bills and crap, doesn't make you an adult, Seth! You're still a little boy. I mean, who does that? Who asks friends to severe ties with friends? He asked that of ALL our friends! But of course, naturally, they denyed and stuck with me. Because I'm not an insufferable ass who suffers from Bad-Ass Syndrom. I'm really disliking childish, drama llama acts, more than ever. So yes, he finally exceede in getting to me. I was doing so good for this past year. He's done alot of fucked up things, but this was the straw.
Anyway, this is what I wrote back to Taylor: Right. Well, knowing ahead of time would have been nice, so I wasn't thinking the only reason you weren't speaking to me was because you were too busy becoming the world's next top architech.
I only wish the best for you, Taylor, I always will.Cheers.
I meant every word of it. Disillussionment hurts.
I have a headache. I need to drink some water. But mom bought more half-and-half so iced coffee sounds better :P
It's funny, it's like everytime Seth does something to piss me off or he randomly messages me or something, random guys I know come out of the woodwork and suddenly want to hang out. When we first broke up, I practically had to beat them away with brooms! I don't know, I'm kinda nervous to enter a relationship. So, I guess I'll have to see how things go with Erik ('cause if I end up dating anybody, it's gonna be him). Or, I don't know! ;_; I don't want to think about relationships right now, it makes my ulcers hurt.
Si-Si needs love :C
~Si-Si