Reich mir nicht deine Hand

[lolitacain]

If I were boy, and if I had grown up in the ghetto, I think I would've wanted to become a rapper. Rap music (especially Bushido, Loco Locass and Azad) seems to fit no matter what my mood. Awkwardly enough. I guess I like the whole tough attitude.

I went to school yesterday. First time I saw Juju since I called him to break up with me. I did an

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[cesah]

So, you think only boys can spit the mic? You're wrong, I know some good female rappers :P At least you can try to rap for your friends and yourself and be thousand feet under the ground) I belive that true rap (not that crap you might see on TV) is underground :P Just try it)

[lolitacain]

Okay, finefine, I know there are good femalre rappers out there (Haha, accepting recommendations though if you want ;), I've been listening to a bit of Keny Arkana's stuff recentlyy). I just think that if I were a guy I'd have more a drive to rap. It would overrule my natural instince to simply bitch :P.

And And my friends would probably disown me if I rapped for them, they already think I have bad taste in music.

[cesah]

Recomendations? Hmmm. Queen Latifah, Deadly Venoms, Bahamadia, Nefertiti, Da Brat, to name a few) Look out for them on youtube.

As for your taste in music: rap ain't music :P The core of rap is the spoken word and rap is poetry :P So your friends shouldn't claim you have bad taste in music) Ehh. They just can't understand modern day poetry. It is how it is.

[roguemyth]

I'm glad the first time you saw him went well. It must have been hard but sometimes it's the only way. I think it's easier to deal with it through ignoring until your comfortable enough to talk.. I find the awkward talk to hard for me and always steer clear of an ex for at least a month so I can sort through it all. I hope it works out xx

[lolitacain]

I know. I'm a firm believe in the one-month-of-silence. It's easier to break it off clean that way.
Because as much as this kind of sucks I would hate to be in those on/off relationships. The suffering just gets dragged on forever that way.

[bree_bee22]

Everyone has their way of dealing with things. This is yours. You don't have to feel bad about it!

[lolitacain]

I knowww, I just wish I could take the high road and NOT CARE.

Ah well. I'm not making a huge spectacle of myself at least...

[jolteons]

I too love rap music. And I don't blame you for not talking to him at all.

[lolitacain]

I know rap is awsome. It took me years to admit that to myself though!