I keep telling myself...

[lolitalamb]

...that I'm in control of my life. That I can choose not to be lazy and get things done. But I tell it to myself, and then I ignore it. It's weird. It's like the "getting x done" has more to do with chance than it has to do with my resolve to execute the task at hand. i'm sure that's symptomatic of a lot of deep-seated issues, but whatev

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[brizmus]

I second allll of those things- laziness overpowering resolve, intimacy problems,. . . alwasy putting your best forward or not putting at all.
Life is rough, man!