8 - upwards to infinity

Nov 22, 2010 06:15

Welcome to our eighth prompt post.

As ususal, here are a few things to keep in mind:

1) All fills for prompts of the earlier prompt posts go in the post the prompt was posted in. No re-posting or splitting up prompts and fills.
2) Self-prompt when you post unprompted fic. (This means posting what the fill is about in a first comment, like a real ( Read more... )

prompting: 08

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anonymous December 17 2010, 12:28:08 UTC
Inspired by the above prompt and an equal need for heartbreak fics atm
HIV fic
Any or indeed no pairing, just friends, but not Clameron. No offense to Clameron - I love it as much as the next anon - but I don't want it in this situation

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Tender Comrade 7/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 20 2010, 23:26:09 UTC
Every trip to the GP, Ed gets nervous. He wasn’t nervous at all on his own trip (Andy had been very careful ever since he’d had his encounter against the toilet wall (fucking cliché), but he insisted Ed go anyway. Ed, thank Christ, was uninfected, which of course, the stupid bastard felt guilty about), but Ed’s own trip was almost irrelevant to him, because at least if he had got it, he could race Andy to the finishing post, instead of having to wave him off ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 8/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 20 2010, 23:37:45 UTC
Andy tries to spend less and less time with Ed during the day, hoping to get Ed used to being without him, making his eventual deterioration easier for them both - he figures if he’s got used to spending every minute with Ed, if he has to go into hospital, he won’t be able to sleep without Ed there beside him. Ed’s as much of a placebo or 'psychological healing' (or whatever bullshit the middleclasses are using instead of NHS direct) as any pills, which is part of the reason Andy’s scared of becoming dependent. He hates the idea of needing people. Wanting’s okay, but needing sounds so much more serious.

Andy hates being serious, especially with Ed, because it’s Ed and they should be spending their time playing football and drinking games and watching films, not having to go through this.

It goes without saying that if Ed knew Andy was perfecting this geostationary, arms-length orbit, Ed’d probably punch his lights out. It’s not Andy’s place to decide stuff like that. Andy’s done enough to fuck up the future, Ed doesn’t need him to ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 9/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 21 2010, 08:22:33 UTC
Andy doesn’t even need to say anything for Ed to know that things’ve got hell-ward. Apart from the carrier bags in his hands, and the exhausted bags under his eyes, Andy didn’t a taxi or bus, and is soaked to the skin from his walk back from the doctor’s ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 10/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 21 2010, 08:25:22 UTC
“It was just a stupid fuck. It wasn’t even a fuck really. It was when I was back in Liverpool for me brother’s birthday with some mates.. We got hammered, and... well. It was just a blowjob in a bloody bathroom with one of his old housemates.” (Ed knows all about the time when Andy was 20 and went to stay with his brother at university, but it annoys him that the same sod who’d deflowered Andy is still hanging around, even if Andy’s only seen him once since then) “It didn’t mean anything, and I know that’s a fucking pathetic excuse, but ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 11/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 21 2010, 08:34:38 UTC
“Shit.” Ed grumbles as he’s woken up. Andy’s on his feet, trying to push Ed awake and off the bed ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 12/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 21 2010, 08:39:54 UTC
Ed races up the stairs as soon as he hears the sound of Andy being sick. Violently. The bathroom door is open, Andy on his knees, clinging to the porcelain, his knuckles bright white, his back arching and shuddering at wholly inhuman angles.

“We can’t just keep this secret, Andy,” Ed crouches beside Andy, hunched over the toilet, his palm on his back, fingers spread. Andy’s muscles writhe under his touch as his whole body wretches.

“Don’t.” Andy coughs, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. Ed strokes his back, miserably. “Jus’ shu’p.” He heaves again.

Andy’s shied away from every conversation Ed’s tried to have about this since being put on medication. It’s made him cynical and angry, and Ed knows that’s the medication’s fault (anti-depressants that make people more depressed? What the fuck?), but however much you prepare yourself for ‘mood swings’, to have Andy turn into a vindictive little shit with no libido is still hard to deal with.

“Andy, this is fucking insane. We can’t just-”

“There’s no ‘we’ about it. I’m ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 13/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 21 2010, 08:44:53 UTC
He doesn’t know how or why, but his frustration (with Miliband, with their shadow chancellor, with being responsible for this balls-up of an economic challenge, with being responsible for reminding Miliband that they’re supposed to view Keynes as heaven-sent) turns from swearing to punching the table, and then head in his hands, and suddenly Yvette’s arm is around his shoulders ( ... )

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Re: Tender Comrade 13/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 21 2010, 10:38:07 UTC
Oh god. My heart is honestly breaking. The way you've shown how much they love each other and the passage of Andy's illness. Christ, I'm equal parts terrified and ecstatic to see the next bit.

Also this bit:

and the animal rights lobby (they stop medical testing - Ed doesn’t like animal cruelty any more than the next person, but in a Sophie’s choice between a mouse and Andy, there’s no competition.

really hit hard since EB's dad canonically(?) is very anti-testing and managed to get a large lot of policy rebuked.

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Tender Comrade 14/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 21 2010, 16:29:50 UTC
Ed Miliband floundering; his cabinet disappearingThere has been a new development in Labour politics over the past month: the rapid disappearance of all the old hands. Not noticeable yesterday, when Ed Balls and Harriet Harman flanked Ed Miliband like ferocious bouncers on the wrong side of town, but speak to any political blogger, journalist or even the ever nosy EyespyMP, and you’ll find gaps forming in Red Ed’s team. Andy Burnham, so busy after taking his role as Shadow Education Secretary, has been absent without leave for weeks now, not even seen during PMQs. He somewhat gracefully ducked out of Education Questions, leaving his deputy minister to do excuse him on the grounds of ill health. But what is this ill-health? No one knows, but we assume it’s catching ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 15/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 21 2010, 16:32:57 UTC
To be fair, they do know each other quite well. Ed tends to quantify his relationship with the younger Miliband in Treasury Policy (tax credits, child trust fund, sure start), but they did used to socialise (Ed met the delightful Stephanie through Miliband, he has to be grateful for that), and have a good relationship. It’s been alright since. Ed’s not exactly taken to having his former employee become his boss, and pushes the boundaries of party discipline as much as he can get away with, but he’s not a sore loser, and he doesn’t hate Miliband. It’s just difficult. Miliband’s an easy target when the Tory cuts haven’t hit home yet and he’s not interested in decimating the Lib Dems any more than they’re doing themselves.

Ed’s frustration always ends on the shoulders of whoever he’s talking to, so Ed Miliband knows if he does turn up and something is wrong (all sorts of possibilities go through his head, all soap opera style, secret lovers, second families, espionage), he’ll take the heat of Ed’s wrath ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 16/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 21 2010, 16:34:52 UTC
“I resign.”

Ed chokes on his tea, surprised at Andy’s sudden announcement.

“I didn’t come here to sack you, Andy.” Miliband says, incredulous, still not raising his voice or losing his temper.

“I know. I’m not resigning because of you. I’m resigning because I’m ill.” Andy indicates the sick bowl in his lap, pulling down his t-shirt to show the blotchy rashes on his chest.

“Ill?”

“I’m on anti-retro virals.”

“What?”

“He’s got HIV.” Ed supplies, aggressively, to their surprised boss.

“AIDS? Andy, you’ve got AIDS? How long?”

“Have I known or have I got?”

“Have you known-”

Ed mutters ‘fucking typical’ under his breath at that. Typical that all Miliband wants to know is how long Andy’s been lying. Ed doesn’t and never will forgive himself that that was the first question he asked, too. It isn’t fair. No one ever asks Andy how he’s doing, just how long he’s known or how long he’s got. He hates the concept of time more than ever ( ... )

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Tender Comrade 17/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 21 2010, 16:41:52 UTC
“Yeah, that’s something you could do for us. Announce that you’ve sacked me from Cabinet. Then at least you’ve got an excuse for a reshuffle ( ... )

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Re: Tender Comrade 17/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 06:07:21 UTC
I'm in tears but can't stop reading. This is gutting but so well-written I have to read it all through. *tipping my hat to your awesome talent*

*stocks up on tissues and waits for update*

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Tender Comrade 18/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 09:42:34 UTC
Fucking typically just as Andy starts to feel better, he starts to get worse. Karma, sod’s law, a fucking evil bastard god, for some reason, they’ve got it in for them ( ... )

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Re: Tender Comrade 18/? (Warning: HIV fic) anonymous December 22 2010, 10:02:33 UTC
*whimpers*

*cries*

*begs for more*

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