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kurdoodle December 25 2012, 20:52:58 UTC
Hello, I hope you don't mind me dropping by here :3 recognize me? xP

So I guess your name is Alissa, eh? Well hi there, Alissa ♥ I think we are probably the same age - I am a junior in high school. I am quite outgoing, but like you, I tend to become a recluse for no reason...usually though, it's because I'm insecure about my looks and abilities. However, youth group for me is like my home, my heaven, you might say. I really go cray-cray there, and that's where I truly feel loved. I only hope that this will be the same for you, even if it takes time.

Reading this, I feel like I just want to bundle you up and hug you to pieces ♥ ♥

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lolliloveee December 26 2012, 22:16:45 UTC
I do recognize thee. lol.

Yep, yep, yep. Yeah, I'm a junior too. See, that's where our similarities pretty much stop, you're outgoing. I'm a shy kid. I'm trying to be outgoing. You also have a reason to be a recluse. Youth group used to be like that until this year. I've been ditched by people at youth group, afraid to talk to people. I don't know, I getting back to that comfortable feeling in youth group seems pretty impossible.

Aww, that's sweet of you. But I think I'm like that too much that it gets annoying.

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kurdoodle December 27 2012, 01:30:50 UTC
It's ok, girlie. When I was little, I used to be shy as heck. Only after fourth grade when I started taking drama classes (good times, good times) did I start to come out of my shell. But I think I still carry a shy aura around me because people naturally assume that I'm the introvert kind, even though I'm not. They're so surprised when they discover that I can be hyper and weird, etc.

But there's nothing wrong with being shy. I think God has created each person to be different - not everyone can be the loud, outgoing life of the party. (And I'm not even that - I guess I'm more toned down.) It's achieving that balance that is tough.

Awhh :( It is really unfortunate that people have left you. If you think that it is impossible to feel comfortable again, maybe consider finding another youth group? But remember, nothing is impossible with God (another cliche, man, I'm on a roll). Seriously though...hmm I will pray for you - and this will not be an empty promise, okay? ♥

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lolliloveee December 29 2012, 01:29:09 UTC
Oh, you had something that brought you out. See, I didn't get out of my shy shell until the summer of 2012 when I got involved in some crazy, risk taking things. I think once you're shy, you have that shy thing for you forever. People get really surprised when I start talking. I'm nothing than what I appeared, I'm like really really cray person.

Oh girl, I know. But I hate it, it limits myself from doing things. I hate not being able to take risks and not being able to go up to people and start talking, it's why I get all happy when I take initiative to talk to strangers. Ha, I'm kind of a party hard too so it's probably better if I'm outgoing.

I can't. There's only two youth groups in my town and one of them is the excluded Vietnamese youth group while the other one is for the majority of the church so either way I'll still see them and what not. I know, I know, it's just kind of hard. Okay, and I'll pray for you as well. :) ♥

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aoza December 26 2012, 06:30:01 UTC
For what it's worth, I still love you. :D

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lolliloveee December 26 2012, 19:23:28 UTC
i still love you too. :)

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sooriforever January 21 2015, 07:59:24 UTC
Alissa<333
[Kimmy here. Yknow, that hyperactive girl from twitter, formerly kahiatus, now bboaing] XD

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