You know how sometimes... you just need to be alone. you just need to chill. (literally unfortunately, as well... ice) Slept in the car on the way home (no, i was not driving) came home, grabbed a handful of frozen chocolate chips on my way up the stairs, and laid down on my bed. its kinda awkward to eat while laying on your side. dragged myself ( Read more... )

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i wish... well ( Read more... )

chocolate. i need. in chip form. from freezer. preferably ( Read more... )

For once my contemplations actually got me somewhere. I'm still not sure if this is a good revelation though.

I realized what it was that made this happiness different from others. It had nothing to do with ballet. Ballet was really crappy on Saturday in fact, and definitely not a source of the happiness.

I had been waiting for a very long time now. It would pretend to be here but would last like 10 minutes so didn't count. Or I would pretend that it was here when it really wasn't and that is lame too. But this time it actually did greet me. I swear I cannot even begin remember a time I was SO completely satisfied and content and happy. Honestly. ( Read more... )

well that lasted, ah.. half an hour.

my apologies to the world. back to bed with chocolate chips.

i think that could officially be called an unofficial family reunition ( Read more... )

This entry is for nothing more than the sake of an entry that says "March 25th,2005" You have been warned ( Read more... )

Life. life. LIFE. LiFe. liiiiiiiiife. life. lifffffffe. LLLLLLLLife. life. life. life. life. life. life.

the word has lost all meaning.