had the scariest and most disturbing dreams last night. i woke up about 6 times in a cold sweat. i don't even want to think about it ever again
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well, though i'm still sad inside, this week is already starting to look infinitely better than last week. if it didn't i would have fo sho killed myself. the beach was awesome and i'm so tan
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sometimes i just want to go away. far away where i don't know anyone and i can just start over with new friends and no one would know anything about me and i could be whoever i wanted. sometimes i wonder if i'm ever going to see some of my "close" friends again after this year
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