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Imagining the life I could be living is exhausting. I will try to turn my focus to more productive trains of thought.
I don't want to be angry with my family, but it is hard. I am hurt and more than a little pissed that no one else will step up and help take care of Diney. I understand that other people have full-time jobs, or children, or bad ( Read more... ) -
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Watching "Too Fat for Fifteen" while eating chinese food.
::noose::
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I feel like a zombie.
Like I'm on Zoloft.
Today I started crying and didn't even notice until my shirt had wet spots on it.
Ball's in your court, Universe.
I don't know what you want me to do.
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I'm feeling more and more afraid everyday. I don't know that anyone really understands what i mean when i say that I'm afraid. It's like the very center of me is freezing and on fire at the same time. Sounds start to pull apart and colors start to look unfamiliar or really complex ( Read more... ) -
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So I guess I'm just having wild mood swings.
I pretty much feel fine today and yesterday was horrible.
Umm... Probably ovaries are to blame?
I don't know.
Now off to the psychiatrist.
Maybe I'll ask for anti-anxiety pills.
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Dream:
me and Laura and carmen in a car. No one's driving but that appears to be fine.
We are drunk.
We get pulled over.
Turns out the cop pull us over to take pictures of the car. Also he has a kitten with him.
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Well, ok universe, you win. Ha ha ha ( Read more... ) -
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Schools okay. Doing better than I ever have been ( Read more... )