Seriously wtf? I do not like these posts. Why dont you call up everyone in your address book to while your at it and tell them all how big of an unhappy asshole I am. Get EVERYONE involved in my business that way everyone can start playing anonymous and trying to fuck things up further by popping up with anonymous messages from hacked e-mails and messengers.
God fucking damnit. I am NEVER going to be honest with ANYONE EVER from now on. If this is the result then fuck it. I would rather bottle everything up and let the rest of the world figure out the hard way what I feel.
I am through with every fucking girl im with sending me on a god damn guilt trip just because I am not happy... what part of I am not happy implies I am not already a victim?! WHY is everyone else the victim?! YOU THINK I WANT TO MAKE EVERYONE ELSE MISERABLE AND UNHAPPY WITH ME!?!?!
I have NOTHING in this god damn fucking world, and now I don't even have my fucking peace of mind. thanks.
I AM FUCKING HUMAN. I have feelings to, but everyone else is so bent and self centered on theyre own damn feelings. Instead of "oh how can I help, what can I do, I dont know why your so down but maybe I can try to understand".. NO, the first thing I get is "do you enjoy hurting me?"
WHAT THE FUCK.
I FUCKING HATE LOVE, IT MAKES PEOPLE THE MOST SELFISH SELF CENTERED GREEN EYED MONSTERS WHO DONT EVEN REALISE HOW INSENSITIVE THEY ARE BEING BY BEING SENSITIVE.. HOW THE HELL DOES THAT MAKE SENSE?!
First of all. I have ALWAYS asked you 'What can I do? - What is wrong? - Help me understand?'. Time and time again I beg you to tell me! Don't TELL me I do not I have hours of messages between us at home, saved in my Emil Folder with all the things I have made for you over the years to TRY and make you feel a little better. . .where I ask you from start and at finish
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I don't know why that went away. I didn't stop being me. . .I still haven't, or try not to as much as you have changed me. You swore you loved me. . .but then you wanted me to be different. . .
I don't know anymore Emi. What do I do? What do I say? I am so in love. . .but I don't think you are with me, anymore. . .
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God fucking damnit. I am NEVER going to be honest with ANYONE EVER from now on. If this is the result then fuck it. I would rather bottle everything up and let the rest of the world figure out the hard way what I feel.
I am through with every fucking girl im with sending me on a god damn guilt trip just because I am not happy... what part of I am not happy implies I am not already a victim?! WHY is everyone else the victim?! YOU THINK I WANT TO MAKE EVERYONE ELSE MISERABLE AND UNHAPPY WITH ME!?!?!
I have NOTHING in this god damn fucking world, and now I don't even have my fucking peace of mind. thanks.
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I AM FUCKING HUMAN. I have feelings to, but everyone else is so bent and self centered on theyre own damn feelings. Instead of "oh how can I help, what can I do, I dont know why your so down but maybe I can try to understand".. NO, the first thing I get is "do you enjoy hurting me?"
WHAT THE FUCK.
I FUCKING HATE LOVE, IT MAKES PEOPLE THE MOST SELFISH SELF CENTERED GREEN EYED MONSTERS WHO DONT EVEN REALISE HOW INSENSITIVE THEY ARE BEING BY BEING SENSITIVE.. HOW THE HELL DOES THAT MAKE SENSE?!
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I don't know anymore Emi. What do I do? What do I say? I am so in love. . .but I don't think you are with me, anymore. . .
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