my bed...my shower...my EVERYTHING ( Read more... )

i'll be gone for the holiday. just so you guys know :) i will update when i get back from hell. heh.

ps..i want out of texas!!!!!

i hate the holidays. starting halloween i'm just going to hide until new years. even my birthday. just....hide ( Read more... )

i'm feeling better since my last entry. today i cranked up some superchick while getting dressed and i decided to make myself feel REAL good an look sexy ( Read more... )

i hate it when you try to help people but all you do is talk yourself in circles. and its a lil more painful when you know in the back of your head that you were exactly the same way only a 6 months earlier ( Read more... )

*sigh* anyone willing to move me out of texas?!?! anyone? please? i'ma tell ya a secret... i wanna be somwhere else....with someone.

::echo

guess what....

i found my secret agent lover man.

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i can't eat. i swear that if i didn't know any better that i'm pregnant. things that look good, by the time they get to my mouth, i wanna puke. i am almost always nauseated.i want to eat so bad!! i want food!!! bread is getting to be old. lol that is the only thing i can really keep down. bread or like a baked patato with nuthin on it, it has to ( Read more... )

what is the difference between infatuation and love? infatuation is when its bad for you and love is good for you? infatuation you don't truly know the person? love ...*sigh*

people are crazy.