Been neglecting this place for somewhere more important.
I have fucked myself over these past weeks.
I can't even do the essentials of life without feeling guilty.
I think that people are starting to notice.
I'm paranoid as fuck, but that might be the meth I did at the weekend.
I want someone to tell me I'm being stupid, but I don't think I could handle it if I was told to stop.
I don't know what's wrong.