I'v been feeling extra hungry and really nauseated lately but I guess that's to be expected. It seems Every morning I wake up feeling a little differently, my body seems so awkward... I really don't know how else to put it. All of this is really scares me more and more when I think about it. Will I really be a good parent, I hope this all works out

Well, I just found out I'm going to have a baby.

My life is frustrating as hell but other than that hey its great. Someone fucking kill my roomate PLEASE, he is so messy. Since I'm off today I will probably spend all day cleaning. Erica said she would come over after work and help out. It seems I have over a million things right now that's bothering me and I haven't gotten a good nights sleep in ( Read more... )

I'm back at my moms again doing more laundry, its a bitch not having my own washer and dryer in my apartment but next June Matt and I are planning on moving into a bigger apartment with a washer and dryer connection. We are still doing well and happier than ever, this just might be the real thing. Who would have thought we would be perfect together ( Read more... )

I moved into my new apartment two weeks ago and I also have a new Kitty, She's 9 weeks old and loves being out of Matts gross apartment. His roomates are such pigs, he is actually pretty clean himself. He sometimes comes over and does my dishes and helps me pick up if I'm tired form work. I have my own place and a boyfriend I adore. Last week he ( Read more... )

Today I checked out of Lamar High School. Everyone was so surprised to see me because I haven't been to school since before the Thanksgiving weekend ( Read more... )

I'm falling apart, I have no idea what to do. I have this horrible addiction to pills. My mom has me in this one bedroom apartment and i have to sleep in the same bed as here. She has sold my bed I feel like I have no belongings that are mine. My life is hell and the one person in the world that I care about the most has lost all faith in me. My ( Read more... )

Well, I just got back to my dads about 50 minutes ago, Stephen and I went to see Texas Chainsaw Massacre at the mall and he had to rush to work right afterwords. That movie makes me want to get the fuck out of Texas, if you haven't gone to see it yet go with someone you can hold on to, the whole time I was squeezing Stephens hand and biting him. ( Read more... )

I am so fucked. My mom just told me that we have to moved again and she found us a place to live two blocks from numbers, I was like cool thats no prob. The problem is she is an idiot and she spends money like crazy and she is selling a bunch of stuff. The guy from the apartment came and saw a bunch of furnisher and said he would give her 3 hundred ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up to my aunt and my cousins singing me happy birthday with one candle in my pancake. I just got out of the shower and my cousin and her friend are in the other room lisening to music being lazy. I really want to see my boyfriend today for my birthday, I miss him. My brother has planned a dinner tonight for my Birthay so I ( Read more... )