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[lolo0636]

Stress is killing me the lack of smoking is killing me and oh yeah, life in general sucks. I feel like I am being pulled in five different directions at once and everyone wants a decision but I can't give them one. I want to be me, ya know the free spirited me. I have grown into a numb bitch again. Not many know the thoughts and feelings going

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[anonymous]

So it's seems when you say back to old habits, which ones are you talking about? And I think Taz is an amazing guy for you, even through your "fake smiles" you are happy with him. You glow when you talk about him and smile when he calls. You are dealing with a lot right now and I think you need to let the people that are close to you in and allow them to make the pain a little easier. I know about the doc's... I know you have not told anyone either. I understand, fear makes us all a little crazy but you will be fine. I promise. Give Katelyn kisses and remember, you always have a place here kiddo. My best to your family.