I find myself staring in a daze. Every waking second, I feel is another second wasted. Another second in which my life slips past me. I'm here- I'm alive. Yet it's only a physical existence, for my mind died a long time ago ( Read more... )

This is going to be a bit jumbled and might not make a lot of sense, but I really need to vent somewhere and i'm drunk, so here I go ( Read more... )

Hey, everyone.
Still feeling like shit and wishing i was dead, or at least, not here.
I hate the Beacon, I really do. The only reason I'm staying on it next semester is b/c I'm a journalism major.
I really don't want to go to The Beacon workshop today.
Fuck it.
I'm def. going drunk, or if not drunk yet, still drinking during the workshop.

I can't take it anymore.

I want to die.

Please, make it stop.

Yeah, feeling like shit.

Hating school, hating life.

Wishing I were dead.

I'm going to get drunk and go drunk to the Beacon workshop we have tomorrow, b/c i just don't give a shit anymore.

I'm gonna dissappear for a while.

Fuck.

So, I'm home ( Read more... )

I just registered for classes. Publication design and topography was full so here's what my scheduleis going to look like ( Read more... )

I love insomnia. Seriously. It's a great feeling. I just found out that I got a position on the Beacon next semester as a copy editor. I guess I really do suck at writing articles. Anyway, whatever.

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Days like today I really wish I wasn't alive. I f*cking hate it. Someone, please help me.

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