I'm not quite tired yet, so I figured I'd write a bit. It's getting close to those special lady days and I think it's best to keep the stress level low, writing seems to help. It organizes my thoughts--not just in a form where I can read them, but it sorts them in my head too ( Read more... )

The whole week has been kind of crazy since I wrote last ... let's see if I can recap. Let's start with today, and then we'll get into my weekend and the stuff before it, and maybe the stuff later on this week if I still feel like writing ( Read more... )

Hmm ... What to write? A lot has happened, but I'm not sure if I want to divulge it here just yet. Writing things doesn't feel quite as personal here anymore. I desperately want to, but I don't think it's right to write about extremely personal things when I don't feel a real connection to using its medium. I used to feel like this was a very ( Read more... )

Er ... so ...

Here's what I've been up to.


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I've not done very well trying to find myself lately. More than anything I think I've been trying to escape it. Who I am is not somebody I am proud of. I could change that, but I don't have anyone to share it with, friend or otherwise ( Read more... )

Huh, so it's been a month since I've written anything. I can't really say too much has gone on but I can try to fill in where I left off, even if where I left off wasn't very detailed ( Read more... )

I really ain't stuck with this, have I ( Read more... )

I guess I should write an actual post, not that I feel like anything worth mentioning has happened ( Read more... )

holy crap iam s os drunk dight now but i FIGURED i coudl mad one more post for 202010 bedfore the newy ears happeneed. i ifiugred why not ( Read more... )

( emotional garbage filled with 'why me' and 'i hate myself' although neither of these phrases are actually used )