" i am still struggling with the concept of being able to go out into the world and get a job that will not make me fall onto the ground in a big puddle of flesh."
seriously!!!!!!!!!!!
i am down to my last pennies, literally, before everything goes to shit for me. i have spent so much to get my car working, plus monthly expenses, plus credit card shit. fuck!
so, what is considered a good job? is there some tangible role or position that is considered good? great? awesome?
for a while i loved my job as a lifeguard when i was in highschool. i was lord of the surf, perched high above an 18+ only pool at an apartment complex full of super-fresh immigrants stuffed twelve to a studio, ageing ancient olden people and strippers/ladies of the night.
they gave me gifts of used books and beer bottles in the bottom of the pool.
i met lots of people.
i think i maybe inspired to begin a series of short bios on these people as a running spot in my journal (maybe).
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i am still struggling with the concept of being able to go out into the world and get a job that will not make me fall onto the ground in a big puddle of flesh."
seriously!!!!!!!!!!!
i am down to my last pennies, literally, before everything goes to shit for me. i have spent so much to get my car working, plus monthly expenses, plus credit card shit.
fuck!
need a job so bad, but everything sucks
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for a while i loved my job as a lifeguard when i was in highschool. i was lord of the surf, perched high above an 18+ only pool at an apartment complex full of super-fresh immigrants stuffed twelve to a studio, ageing ancient olden people and strippers/ladies of the night.
they gave me gifts of used books and beer bottles in the bottom of the pool.
i met lots of people.
i think i maybe inspired to begin a series of short bios on these people as a running spot in my journal (maybe).
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