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I give up.

I'm done, I can't fight this anymore.

I'm finished, and i just don't care anymore.

stuffed full of broccli rabe sandwhichs and jelly ones too ( Read more... )

Tod I couldn't help crying. I just couldn't. My grandmother sent me down a small little thing of candy for halloween and wrapped it up in tissue paper and said " I always give them even just a little something," I want to eat every last crumble of thos small little candy bars to show her that everything her and my grandfather have ever done for me ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday I had the doctors. Went up one pound to 87. I feel sick about it, when I should be proud of myself for doing something despite my cicumstances. I feel depressed and lonely, and kind of wish I trusted my friends enough to tell them. I don't trust them right now, or anyone besides my mom for that matter ( Read more... )

INFP - the Healer
You scored 9% I to E, 15% N to S, 33% F to T, and 52% J to P!

You are more introverted than extroverted. You are more intuitive than observant, you are more feeling based than thinking based, and you prefer to go with the flow rather than having a plan. Your type can best be summarized by the word "Healer", which belongs to ( Read more... )

Okay, today was a bit easier. Took a bit of tuna salad, then ran for 7 mintues. Had a big bowl of shrimp and pasta ran for 12 mintues, and have been running during commercal break of t.v. shows, and will contie to do so all night. No snack, and lots of tea.

Any questions?

Rough night last night, didn't eat dinner. Not becuase I didn't want to suprisingly, but I just couldn't. Literally its that simple, I could bring mysle fto even though I wanted to have that broccli raber sandwhich or whatever. I think its getting worse ( Read more... )

I feel feverish.....

strange, I want eat something.

Yeah right like thats gonna happen, coffee here I come.

Had my sanwhich, just as rewarding as it always is. My one thing I look foward to is this sandwhich, how pathetic is that ( Read more... )