Comments | lone_se7en: ummm

lone_se7en

ummm

Jul 31, 2005 22:08

Ok, well, apparently some of you people think different about me cause of what happened with me n andi, some of you act different towards me and it shows that you dont think the same about me, well, do me a favor, if something is wrong, and theres something about me, you think im a jerk, anything at all, do me a favor, come tell me so we can talk ( Read more... )

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xrebel250x August 1 2005, 03:30:02 UTC

Ok, even after all this...i still think your an awesome guy, and i still love you, and you know that. In my eyes your not a Jerk, not at all. Think about it. If you were a Jerk, would you have stayed there with me when i got upset this weekend? When i was about to cry, you didn't leave me. You sat there with me, and let me use you as a pillow. The way i see it, you have been a great, both as a boyfriend, and just as a close friend. I love you John, i don't care what anyone thinks...

brokendisaster0 August 1 2005, 04:26:13 UTC

I'm so sorry this is happening and I want you to be ok. ANDI i want you to be ok too. I want everyone to be ok and I feel like I've messed everything up. But you are an amazing person and this doesn't make you a bad person, no matter what anyone says!

attison August 4 2005, 04:40:49 UTC

Kathleen, she probaly felt disrespected that you said yes to John within 24 hours of thier break up.

tis is all speculation of course.

notablonde929 August 1 2005, 15:52:50 UTC

I still think your cool man.

attison August 4 2005, 04:37:01 UTC

ok well so far so good until now. Sorry ( ... )

lone_se7en August 4 2005, 07:12:46 UTC

well, hey, i see what your talking about, and i did look at it all, i just didnt see it ending up this way at all... yes, i thought of andi, and i absolutely HATED my self for everything that happened, ask her if you like. I dont know anything about girls, and im not sure what you know or dont know about whats going on, anything i caused, was all accidental, and since it happened, ive been trying as hard as i can to fix it without causeing any more. i had NEVER dated anyone before andi, i had no clue what i was doing, at all. i wasnt being careless either though, i thought about what i did, before i did it, and the outcome i had expected was far from what happened. all i want is for this to stop as well.

everything your saying, i see why, and i understand it clearly, ive been trying to make everything better, and ive been praying for god to help me... it just hasnt happened yet, and im just hopping that i wont be so stupid as to skrew up like this again.