I don't know

"Anyone who cannot come to terms with his life while he is alive needs one hand to ward off a little his despair over his fate . . . but with his other hand he can note down what he sees among the ruins." -Franz Kafka

and the codiene isn't even kicking in yet. no sleep for a little while longer

one day I will no longer be here. what will happen before that day comes ( Read more... )

what a crazy break. I've had enough. there are many things that I should be taking care of in whitewater that I am not able to take care of here.
curses

I'm heading to waterloo today with jeremy, my buddy in a wheelchair. he's practically trapped in this dorm this weekend and needs some fresh air. I thought that I had a bad day what with not geting through with my financial aid and not being able to register for classes, but damn, his dad died yesterday and if that weren't enough his girlfriend ( Read more... )

I'm supposedto be writing a draftofmy english paper, but I'm really too lazy. I will do this thing at a latertime. for now Ijust need to write about something else. My design class is rough. I'm learninga lotin there. infact, I've learned morein that class than in any other. the problem is that professor hubbard doesn't like my work, so I'm ( Read more... )

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directly following my last post, I fell asleep.
directly preceeding this post, I woke up.

the gritty orange floor tiles in mystairwell ( Read more... )