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[lone_warrior]

As I lay awake and stare at that which gives me comfort, I find that it has no affect. All I could feel were holes burning into soul. Why? Perhaps it is better let private for the moment. The words of two people brought me a moment of comfort and all I promised one that I wouldn't allow it to get the better of me, I could not allow her caring

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[lone_warrior]

You knew exactly what to say. I can't say that I'll find true happiness anytime soon but with friends like you I can come pretty damn close. I'm not about to hang up my sword anytime soon. I'm about ready to buy some new ones. I'll always be a warrior but it will make life harder in some ways.
I imagen it would be pretty exotic... Whether it remands a dream for you... Only time will tell.
love you too

[lone_warrior]

I know you would and I'm glad to see you so happy.
Email me when you're ready to tell. I'm curious as to why not yet though. I have a very good idea. You don't need to get me anything that you havent already given me. Perhaps it won't stay a dream but you do know that "never mind" just makes more curious than I already am.
Much love
Harrison

on the lighter side...

[yiannako]

other ppl call u indy? like did i start it or has that been around for a while?

Re: on the lighter side...

[lone_warrior]

you started the trend here. It's quite fitting actually.

on a different note...

[yiannako]

you wanna know something? some days i wish i were drafted into the navy or something, and for some reason i dont fear death in combat. kinda sounds dumb...but what makes you happy, is when one other person, you look into her eyes and theres an instant connection and you know that it'll all be ok. and if u dont have that connection, understand the nobility of your position. many ppl want to be the prince, few know that they r destined as a knight. just know, that, in the end the struggle is worth it. and if u still have a problem, then i'm taking u out drinking...but from the looks of "grlncafe" you seem to have someone who cares very dearly about u...take comfort in her presence.

[lone_warrior]

Its not dumb at all. Just make sure you're not planing to die in combat. I'm not fully sure of what makes me happy. I would never want to be a prince. Not enough freedom to be yourself. Oddly enough myself happens to be a warrior of some sort. Its true though... see the happy faces of ppl are worth it in the end.
Looks like it's time to get some new swords and I really need a new set of sais.

[lone_warrior]

Good move... hes a nice guy.

[efe_44]

whatever it is, i have faith you can overcome it.

you're far too cool for it to be any other way.

[lone_warrior]

I learn from the best ^_^

Thanks for your faith. It really helps.

Oh btw... don't kill for this:
My friend does security for movie and tv sets and after work on the 12th I went and met up with him and a show for Disney was being done. It kinda had a special guest in it... Katharine, your beloved Ginger.

[guilty_geist]

ill fucking kill you, you grade A douche bag. dont think i wont come to canada and kill you. grlncafe is grlnsane, shes my girlfriend. back the fuck up, or you wont like what will happen

[yiannako]

douche bag? seriously...who calls anyone a douche bag? i mean thats so, pathetic. So you come to Canada to try (try being the opprative word) to harm Indy because your "girlfriend," who I assume is near you and therefore not near Indy, is friendly with him via MSN. Hmmmm...

[lone_warrior]

Do you really think I didn't know it was her. You know what... if you're gonna kill me... by all means you can try. Just stay the HELL off my journal cause you're waisting my time.

[takeoffsaftey]

I'm gald to hear you follow you're own advice. The care of a few select people is what keeps most of us going.

Whatever is eatting away at you, I know you have the power to overcome it. There are alwaysus here who care.