I guess it's just sad that I have to let go of this person as a friend.

I really didn't want to and I was fighting it so hard for so long, but he's hurt me for the last fucking time and I'm done.

Of course, I will go on pretending...being civil with this person for Max's sake, but it will clearly just be superficial.  Now that I look back on it I ( Read more... )

 I've never been much of a jealous person, but...

Is it wrong that I don't believe him when he says it was only the three of them over there??

I really don't know what to think right now.  I guess I should just try and sleep.

There is only one, maybe two, people that read this lj that will understand what this entry is about ( Read more... )

HAPPY EFFFIN BIRTHDAY!

COLIN!!!!

Thought I would forget, you old man, didn't you???

Haha...hope you have a good one.  Much love <3

Due to this bulletin I posted, the girl from my political rant post deleted me....haha good fucking riddance to you BIATCH ( Read more... )

In mid August you were diagnosed with a very rare and aggressive form of cancer. You fought until your body just couldn't take it anymore. You left us at 3 AM this morning. I know you are no longer in pain, but I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't devastated. However, I wanted you to know that I love you very much and we just elected our first ( Read more... )

How is everyone doing ( Read more... )

This past weekend I went down to Clovis and Lemoore to visit my family. While at my dad's in Clovis on Friday I noticed all the Yes on 8 signs in his neighborhood(which didn't surprise me) and I asked him where his No on 8 sign in the yard was. He told me that he wouldn't be able to change his neighbors minds. However, come Sunday when I went ( Read more... )

But it will be short, as it is late and my brain is only partially functioning ( Read more... )

In a little over 48 hours I will be taking an early morning flight to New York ( Read more... )