I wish this headache would go away...

Oct 24, 2004 15:57

I have put my face in the places where people sit down and shit
There is proof of this and just picture it
I have opened my mouth for things to come out and not a word is heard
I find that lately I just have fewer things to say
And in the end I realize I only have myself to blame

I keep losing things. I think hard and I know where to find ( Read more... )

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I got one!! sophie_mabophie October 24 2004, 15:02:33 UTC
Are you gonna be the best d*mn escort there ever has been at Deb ball?!?!

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Re: I got one!! lonefridaynight October 24 2004, 17:18:30 UTC
Honestly, no. I will be the best looking and I will have the best looking date, but I will not be the best escort: I cannot dance.

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No worries! sophie_mabophie October 24 2004, 23:27:47 UTC
No worries my lovely escort! There will be dancing lessons over Thanksgiving so you will very soon LEARN how to dance!!

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ctkjoseph October 24 2004, 15:02:53 UTC
i dont find it hard to think, its what i do when everyone and no one is looking...

too many things can make it hard to think, this is obvious.

1. in the course of this life we hold, will you find what you are looking for?
2. what are you looking for?
3. am i making decisions in life that you would consider right or wrong in your life? an honest answer would be great, even if its not on here.

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lonefridaynight October 24 2004, 17:20:58 UTC
I feel confident that I will find what I am looking for.
I have always searched for the same thing: truth.
Some are right some are wrong, I will let you know.

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ctkjoseph October 24 2004, 18:29:35 UTC
truth is good but i feel like there could be more...please do let me know

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erinthegreat October 24 2004, 17:11:20 UTC
Are you happy?
Every day when you step out into the world, do you love?
What book(s) are you reading?

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lonefridaynight October 24 2004, 17:24:23 UTC
Yes, for the most part. I miss cetain people. I wish certain things for myself. But I am happy with all that God has given me and all that has been done for me. I owe much to many.

I do. There is no doubt in this one. I would do anything for anyone who would ask it of me if I felt that it was for their good. I try to anyway. I may miss a lunch date now and then, but other than that. I am torn between trying to do too much for too many.

Wolves of the Calla by Stephen King. Book 5 in the Dark Tower series. There are too many on my list.

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thatcurlyblonde October 24 2004, 17:14:45 UTC
why havent i seen you in such a long time?

do you miss me? (thats an obvious yes but answer it anyway)

when i go up to fayetteville next time will i see you?

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lonefridaynight October 24 2004, 17:26:36 UTC
I have not made it a point to see you.

I do miss you. Obvious answer.

It really depends on when you come, but if we are in the same town at the same time, there is a 90% chance that you will see me because I am going to make it a point to do so.

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thatcurlyblonde October 24 2004, 20:39:21 UTC
yay

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I'm cheating, I'm asking five... spudicus33 October 24 2004, 19:12:32 UTC
What is truth?

Tell me something true.

Have you found somone who cares?

Have you found somone who listens?

In return, will you ask me three (or five)?

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Re: I'm cheating, I'm asking five... lonefridaynight October 24 2004, 21:44:51 UTC
There are things in this world that no one can deny. There are things in this world that have real value. There are things in this world that we are better people for having, better people for the search of them, better people for knowledge of their existence. These are the truths I seek.

There is nothing that cannot be done with love and faith. If you have enough love and faith, you could be here in my room right now simply by will.

I have. I know who will listen. I have know. I have found more though. I have found true brothers. There are people who care.

Who are you?

What do you want for yourself?

Where have you been?

What will you become?

Have you learned to live with your surroundings?

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spudicus33 October 25 2004, 16:47:56 UTC
I have yet to come to terms with who I am. I am still looking. Asking. Searching. I feel that part of finding who you are is not only figuring who you are but accepting it. I have yet to do either.

I will not lie. I want many things for myself. But most of all, I want happiness and courage. Courage to be myself. Courage to be spontaneous. Enough courage to be happy.

I will not lie. I have not been as many places as I want. But I have been to as many places as the world has allowed. But I have been there with friends. This is more important than where I have been. I went to Bismark the other day.

I have many times asked myself this same question. The truth is I have no idea. But have hope that I will be these things, a friend, a collegue, a scholar, a leader, a traveler, an adventurer, an inovator, an originalist, a listener, a learner a brother, a carer, a lover, a life changer, a teacher, a dreamer, a memory.

Have I learned to live with them? Of coarse I have. Have I learned to change them for the better...

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