i can't stand this overwhelming feeling of lonliness and loss...i'm so depressed. i havn't been able to eat anything since last saturday with out throwing it all back up. i can feel my stomach starting to eat at itself since i havn't eaten anything in almost a week. i'm hungry but whenever i seem to eat it just all comes back up. i can't stop ( Read more... )

I HATE HATE HATE VALENTINES DAY! IT SUCKS ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!all v-day is, is a reminder to us singles that were alone and have no one...gahh.

WELL WHERE DO I START OFF? MY LIFE IN CRUMBLING AS I KNOW IT. I CAN'T STOP CRYING...i'm so depressed. i can't even eat or sleep. i'm worried sick about a friend. i just can't fucking take it...i'm tired of it..SICK AND FUCKING TIRED OF THIS FUCKING BULLSHIT OF A LIFE. DAMNIT!

Shay

Well the not crying thing didn't go well..i should have known i couldn't stop from crying. i wish i couldn't cry. but i feel a little bit better. it rained all day today and i feel a bit better since i danced in the rain(i know i know completely wierd) but i love the rain. its great. well i gotta go,

Shay

Ok so valentines day is coming up right? well not for me! 1) i dont like valentines day 2) i dont have anyone to be with anyways 3) me and sumyhr are going to go be loners together and eat ice cream until we can't eat anymore. OOH i'm gunna have fun THIS v-day aren't I!? NOT. gahh i'm soo pissed and depressed ( Read more... )

soooo boooored.... no one ooonnnn.....blahhhhh again and blaaahhh even more again.(that made no sense but since when do things actaully DO make sense? never so there ( Read more... )

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Well life just keeps making things worse and worse doesn't it? i'm freaking out right now ( Read more... )

Wel today didn't go to bad as others. Woke up around 5:45, brushed my teeth, got dressed, did my hair and makeup and then came out to the computer around 6:15 and got online to check my e-mail...sarah was online cause they had a late arrival and her and Caitlin are in a huge fight..again. You'd think for how much they've fought in the last 3 years ( Read more... )

It was so wierd..i logged onto my other screen name to talk to someone that knew that sn but there were a couple of people i didn't want to talk to on my regular one that didn't know my newer one. So i log on and stuff and i'm talking to that person and then the friend i've recently lost logs on and i just freak out and sign off. i completely ( Read more... )