Oh man

[lonely_andi]

Who knows how long I have posted something on here, I read other journals all the time, but I haven't posted. I haven't felt the need to, but now I do. I feel horrible and so puzzled by a lot of things. First of all I feel that I need to say this, I used to be jealous of the close friendship that you three had. I really did, I got over that because

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[_last_hurrah]

I wish it was all that easy. I wish I could figure out what to say. But I cant say I'm sorry. Not really. This is what the whole thing started over. She cant say sorry for what she said because she doesnt mean it. And I cant say sorry because I'm not sorry for asking her to apologize.
With that being said, I am truly sorry for this whole bullshit fight. Its dumb and petty. And I wish people could accept me for all that I am. But lately I feel like there are very few who do. (Dont worry, my dear, you are one of them.)

Next, things with Dana are always come and go. But stick with it. It hurts a lot more when people arent there. You arent a horrible friend, you are never too much to handle, and yes you are abrasive (not unpleasant) but I LOVE that about you. If you were any of these negative things, I would be the first to tell you. Because I really just love you that much.