Life doenst always suck... but love does. I'm still emotionally attatched to my ex. I cant let him go. I cant do anything anymore... "Do you love him?" GOd.... yes. I'm falling apart without him...

Life... doesnt always suck.

You know I worry about you. I just want to make sure you're okay. I keep hearing things, realizing things. Maybe some of its just me being cracked, but it doesnt hurt any less. I still love you, I love you so much and I cant stand not being with you. I think maybe you havent been totally honest with me. Mostly I want you out of there, somewhere ( Read more... )

So, unknown to me, my ex read my last Live Journal. Apparently he thinks I'm being selfish and I think I'm being stupid trying to confront him about all the shit I've been feeling. Its not getting me anywhere and I wont get my peace of mind. I guess I'm content with that. Thats a lie, I'm not content with that. I'm really not okay with the fact ( Read more... )