FUCK!!!! I SUCK!!

my love is coming over 2nitee =) wooo ..

so westwood is completely behind me.. got discharged from partial 2day.. woo party! .. lol whatever i just need to learn howto cope better i guess

did something stupid = i suck big time

=( .. fallin off the wagon blows

does anyone really get an honest answer from me anymore ( Read more... )

this is hard... all i really need is a good cigarette and a make out session =P

and if i could start it all over again from the begining of it all..
what would i have done different?
would it change any of the outcome?
would i have ended up in the same place i did?
why am i such a fuck up?
i cant get anything right..

i never thought being home would be this hard.. its weird but i miss having support 24/7 ... ugh i just hope i make it

IM HOME!!!!!!!!

( Myne, Kathy's, and Kat's Adventure at the Mall )

well lets see.. today is ryans birthday he said he was gunna be home but guess what.. he isnt.. so me and jacob left his present on his door.. hope he gets it ( Read more... )