school was pretty decent today. 1st and 2nd blk i was i nthe auditorium. class day 2005. so that was kewl. after school i hung with andrew, tony, and chuck. we were at their friend billys house and they were calling eric to get a ride to go sumwhere and i figured i was gunna go. mike, tj, and naomi showed up with this kid. eric came and i was gunna ( Read more... )

Today was hot lol. right now its 80 degrees. it got up to 90 sumthing. well school sucked major lol. i thought i was gunna have sum kinda anxiety (sp?) attack in math. it was odd. well after school trey gave me a ride to beacon. i was soo thankful. it was way to hott to walk. hopefully i have another one tomorrow. after school i hung with andrew, ( Read more... )

loved this weekend. it was kickass. friday after school i hung with holly, andrew, mike, and tony at hollys house. i ended up staying there. mike, tony, and andrew were supposedto stay but that didnt happen it wasnt that fun either but they were with us for a long time b4 going to ronny and jess'. total fucking drama ppl its sickening. saturday me ( Read more... )

school wasnt to bad today. i did all my work in 1st and 2nd blk which is funny cuz thats science and math and those are my worst classes.  3rd blk which is gym i actually changed and walked the track even though my legs hurts soo damn bad from the past few days. and 4th blk i slept which is okie because all he does is talk anyways and im passing. ( Read more... )

today was fun. school sucked but thats usual. lol. after school i got a ride from tracey to beacon. she was going there anyways so it wasnt a problem. i seen kate and naomi but no kristen. blah lol. well me and naomi called mike, tony and andrew to see if they were coming to the school they said yea. we waited for a while then called again and met ( Read more... )

hmm... boredom. this weekend wasnt to bad. friday gina spent the night. saturday we split to shower and everything then we went to the mall for a bit .. me , gina and kristen. then all 3 of us went to mike and tonys and spent the night there. that was wicked fun. and different lol. sunday was ginas birthday so we split for a bit to shower and ( Read more... )

pretty bored right now. im all dressed and ready juss waiting for gina to be done. she spent the night last night cuz of sumthing that happened. if u read ur LJ you'll know what it is. she went home for a bit to get showered and what ever else. we're gunna find sumthing to do today hopefully. then maybe later go to see mike and tony. well i guess ( Read more... )

hmm... i dont know... i want sumone. i wanna be able to have sumone to cuddle with. have a bunch of laughs and lots of fun. i wish i had luck in the relationship department. i doubt that will happen anytime soon....

im sure ppl are thinking "oh god shut the fuck up. blah blah blah". im sorry if im buggin anyone thats juss how i feel. if u dont like ( Read more... )

see... now im crying and im not even sure why. ugh! this sux so bad.. i feel like i cant talk to anyone right now. i cant talk to my mom mostly. i fucking cant stand talking to her. the only one i can talk to is my aunt and i cant even talk to her right now... i have a couple friends i could talk to but right now theres to much going on.....

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i feel like crying. ive been like this all day. idky. it sux. i feel so shitty. ive been coughing so much for the past 2 and a half weeks. my stomache feels like its gunna blow it hurts so much from coughing. mom calling me fat again. as if im not self concious as it is. shes not helping any. im feeling so lonely also. idk i juss feel so blah and ( Read more... )