so i've been in new york for about two weeks now and i LOVE it! i didn't realize how much i actually missed it and how much i missed my house. i've been killing time and killing money. i've been shopping and hanging out with bethanie pretty much everyday and it rocks. i like having a friend who will make fun of stupid people out loud just like ( Read more... )

steve: I wanted to hurt you Kimra ( Read more... )

ok- so i've been in alabama for a year now and it's FINALLY time to go back to my townhouse in new york. thank god! and yes that means that my husband will be returning from iraq very, very soon. i'm not at liberty to give specific dates because that's "classified" information. god i love doing that- makes me feel like my job as an army wife is ( Read more... )

. . .And she comes to take me away
She's all that I needed
I don't breathe another lover. . .

this is what i want: my big bed, my down comforter, my silk sheets, this song playing as tolerably loud as possible, my husband. i want to have fucking awesome sex.

my husband's camp was attacked. it was a mortar attack that completely demolished the entire camp. every tent was burnt to the ground and all of the guys lost everything except the clothes on their back. they have nothing.

as most of you know i've been hitting up the gym in hopes of having a smokin' body when my husband gets home. i have the BEST teacher because she is great at motivating people. if she sees me slacking off in class she'll come over and say, "how do you expect to get hot for your husband just laying there. let's go girl- move, move, move!" i love ( Read more... )

i had a nightmare last night and i still remember every single detail. i dreamed that i was in a house and one of my friends lived in the attic so i climbed this really long, thin, green ladder up to her bedroom. when i got there i saw steve and he looked completely normal. then he said, "i've been waiting for you." he is sitting in this swivel ( Read more... )

so i'm driving home and my one of FAVORITE songs comes on. so of course i have to turn it up extra loud and smile. big empty by stp just makes me happy because it's beautiful. but then i started thinking- what in the hell happened to those guys. i'm telling you scott needs to get back on the herion. their music now sucks ass- i mean seriously ( Read more... )

this is what i miss about YOU ( Read more... )

and just for the record- my panties in my user pic say JOSH. how sexy is that?