well i haven't wrote in this in a long time so know that i am upset i guess i can i have alot to say today. i am very angery it feel like they are trying to keep me here my boo is not talking to me she seems mad at me and i don't know what i did to make her so mad. its like every time i get happy it gets taking away from me i fucking got a 2 fuck ( Read more... )

I HAVE BEEN FEELING REALLY WEIRD LATELY AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS. I AM IN PAIN RIGHT KNOW AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I REALLY DON'T MY BOO HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND SHE IS HELPING ME OVER COME ALOT OF THINGS LIKE ME NOT EATING YEA THATS ONE AND SHE IS DOING A GREAT JOB HERE IS A POEM FOR HER FROM ME AND THE ( Read more... )

i am sorry god for all the wrong i have done. i am so sorry god for the pain i have caused my boo. i don't want to feel this pain anymore. i want to be happy and when she is mad at me it hurts me so much and knowing how much i hurt her hurts me i can't take this pain i can't sleep. i have dreams of her leaving me alone in the dark and the man comes ( Read more... )

HELP ME GET AWAY FROM HERE I WOUNDER WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO BE HAPPY I REALLY DO. HERE IS A POEM THAT IS HOW I FEEL RIGHT KNOW ( Read more... )

well i got up at 7:30 this morning because i had a bad dream but i don't remember it thank god but i woke up with sweat pouring down my face and i was crying because for awhile i forgot where i was. it is really hot outside today and it sucks but i guess i can live with it and a couple of nights ago i had a dream about the time i got raped when i ( Read more... )

well what can i say i haven't wrote in this one in along time and this one is like my dairy so here i go all the things i have been feeling lately well lets start off with my roommate krissy which is my boo i love that girl so much she is a great person inside and out like she makes me happy i can be in the worst mood and when she comes around she ( Read more... )

I HOLD A LIE INSIDE ME I HAVE HOLDING IT FOR AWHILE KNOW NO ONE KNOWS IT AND THEY DON'T NEED TO KNOW I CAN HOLD MY GROUND ON IT AND I AM DOING BETTER TODAY BECAUSE I AM GOING TO SAY GOOD BYE TO THE PERSON I LOVE VERY MUCH AND I AM GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE DAY BY DAY AND WHAT EVER HAPPENS HAPPENS BUT THAT IS IT FOR RIGHT KNOW IF ANYTHING HAPPENDS TODAY ( Read more... )

i am so sad right know i mean what the hell i can't stand this place no more there is so much drama i mean fucking people need to grow up i miss my little angel so much. i mean people need to grow up let me tell you. well my life is going down the drain once again and i don't know how to pick myself up anymore. all this shit fucking sucks but i am ( Read more... )

I prayed for you before we met ( Read more... )

today went ok i guess i mean wasn't anything special and today i am not feeling all that great i mean i have some days like that when i really am not in the mood to do anything and i mean today is one of those days like i am ok one minute then the next i have no idea what to do with myself like i really don't and i don't know how much i can take of ( Read more... )