wow now that i think about it i was much happier wen i had drugs b/c doing drugs to me wasnt like hey look im cool now do i fit in hehe its more like hey i can get rid of the pain and railty for a little be i like this i want more. thats how i was it made me happy more happy then friends and home and everything i needed it to go on w every day ( Read more... )

im sad agian i dont even no why i bitch about it its just to common but w/e no one nos i ever am so what ever i miss kyle so much i just need him home i need his comfort and shit b/c he makes it better which is great i dk i miss him tons and cant wait to see him it like 4 or less days thats if he comes home early which im hoping for ( Read more... )

IM BAD ASS I THREW A PEANUT BUTTER JAR AT MY WALL AND MADE A BIG HOLE

bet that one hehehehehe

omg i hate life i swear wen u get pregnant right u mom and friends should be there to support u right well in my case that ant true my mom would reather talk to shannon then realize im alive. every time i try to talk to her she fucking shuts me out then bitches wen she answers me and is like what do u wont it like now i dont wanna talk to u its ( Read more... )

THINK ( Read more... )

so yeah today was good i hung with kyle he rocks my sock off he makes my world go around hes the one person i know that can make me feel better thank god so neways today me and my step dad got into an aggurment and he siad to my mom that i was a whore bag it was cool my mom got pissed and walked out and slammed the door and lefted i was like wow go ( Read more... )

im pissed right now with alot of shit but w/e i wanna kill chico dude he thinks hes gonna get his lawyers involved with the baby shit dude either this kid is fucked or he realy thinks he can do it but i think he cant i no he cant he cant even take care of him self hes fucking 16 and he thinks he has all the same fucking rights as me well fuck him ( Read more... )

The world is painful ( Read more... )

Say baby you been lookin' real good ( Read more... )

i dont know anymore the friends i though i had i though would always be there for me but it is like that anymore. like yeah im not around as much but none of them ever wanna hang out or call me to see wats up or anything is like thanks i was friends w ashley before every one and we hardly talk and i was friends w nikki and i cant ever talk to her. ( Read more... )