What ive done and what i havent done ( Read more... )

AHHHH IM WICKED HAPPY i dot kno why im so happy but i am prolly b/c my AWESOME KYLE comes home in a week cant wait to see him hes the best he rocks my socks off hard core. hehe nothig can ruin my day im so happy its actully scary yup today wasthe usully i hung w patty she great ya kno yah so hmmmmm i dunno i relized ppl are pretty stupid if ya ( Read more... )

KYLE- hes into drugs which is ok some of it is sechy but hes a icked nic person and he likes me alot which is cool he doesnt care wat ppl think And he helps me out wen Im sad hes not a ppl person and loves hi rx7 i love being around him ( Read more... )

i dnt ko anymore i culdnt slee so i decided to ome online since no one is on lin i decided to do this but i dont no why no one reads it anyway. ats the point rigt since iant got no friends. life is fuked up i guess no one cares anymore and i dont either ijust wanna move far way but i couldnt leave kyle b/c hes the one true thing that maes me ( Read more... )

ok last nite i was soppose to babysit myltle sis wll i went out at 530 and me and paty went t hood park and we hung out w nick r coke x merlyin sam and chelsey we went to merlyns od apartment and hung w his fiends they got aholal and we drank i drank somuh that i blacked out i dont remeberhardly anything from last nite idk how i got home i dont ( Read more... )

a friendship unreal ( Read more... )

hey i havent done this in a bit so yeha my life is ook not the best i want it to be better but it wont get better till im out of derry so w/e im sad kyle went to baltimore for two weeks for work i was like that sucks alot b/c wen im around kyle my worls is so much easier b.c i dont gotta stress and be sad w him he makes it better alot better me and ( Read more... )

this weekend wasnt bad i didnt do alot i skiped school friday w my friends which was cool then we went home and me and krysten hung w joe and went to see shark tales and lefted during it b/c it was kinda gay and this bitched ratted on me for smoking a butt stupid little bitches lol anyways then we went to caseys house and hung w him i didnt get to ( Read more... )

ok friday was pretty good i hung with krysten and patty all nite we went to matts and saw matt chico ryan merlyn and other ppl it was cool then we wenty to shaws and got picked up by joe then we hung w him and went to macdoanlds and then we saw merylin again and he was trash then we went to joes and then me n patty left b/c krysten and joe could ( Read more... )

life is fucked up its either im pissing off my friends or there pissing me off and shit i dont kno what to do i wanna be happy but it doesnt seem to work for me that much. i like kyle so much but i dont kno i dont think he likes me as much i do no one seems to ever i dont get it maybe one day i willl find some one day. i wanted to move on from kyle ( Read more... )