you should feel specail. but there are some people that i can open up so easily - and then there are other people (i.e. aaron) that i suck at opening up to and for some weird reason i can't. like if there is something wrong i just shut him out. and he was like you can't do this - but i can't help it.
Hey Becca, about the opening up thing, well I know how hard it is to trust someone and like I understand how hecktic it can be, but like the best thing to do id to get to know a person for who they are and to listen to them no matter what. People have to make you feel comfortable and care about you in order for you to come to them. I know I don't know you like at all but I can assure you, you can talk with me about anything because I've been through a lot of bullshit and seen so many things that I will indeed be here if you need my help or advice! bye bye love, -Anna-
thanks - that's really good advice. and like it's not so much opening up to people is general - it's just like opening up to that certain person.... things are just harder for me when it involves them because i care so much about what they think and i care about them so much and i feel like if i say something wrong or bad they will go and i don't want them to go. i know i am probably thinking too much about it - but i always do. so yeah....
but thank you so much for the adivce - it's always nice knowing that there is someone else you can talk to and go to for advice. and i may not know all but you can alwasys come to me too if you just someone to talk to, someone to listen to you, or anything.
aww thats so nice. thank you! i'll probably be come running to you! haha. It has been very hecktik and I hate it! grrr... anyway, like i know what you mean, like opening up to that parson and everything. I know how it is, because you don't want them to be like uggg, there she goes again rambling on about the same shit over and over again. I over analyze everything and maybe thats why I'm getting to the point of... idk... but i bet you get what I'm saying! Thanks for listening. I am here all the time! xoxo -Anna-
exactly! i don't want to feel like i am always rambling or complaining about the same thing all the time. and like with me - it's the little things that bug me and when i go to talk about them it's like....... yeah. i am not one to freak about the big things - i freak about the little things, and it's hard to talk about them.
but yeah - thanks for listening and commenting. it helped a lot. and it's true - i am always here to listen or to talk or whatever you need.
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Some kid crapped in the pool today.
It was pretty awesome.
&you don't seem to have a hard time opening up to me...
Wow, that makes me feel pretty sweet.
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but there are some people that i can open up so easily - and then there are other people (i.e. aaron) that i suck at opening up to and for some weird reason i can't. like if there is something wrong i just shut him out. and he was like you can't do this - but i can't help it.
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bunches and bunches of times.
which is why you are here - to call me pussy whenever you feel i am being one.
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and like it's not so much opening up to people is general - it's just like opening up to that certain person....
things are just harder for me when it involves them because i care so much about what they think and i care about them so much and i feel like if i say something wrong or bad they will go and i don't want them to go. i know i am probably thinking too much about it - but i always do. so yeah....
but thank you so much for the adivce - it's always nice knowing that there is someone else you can talk to and go to for advice.
and i may not know all but you can alwasys come to me too if you just someone to talk to, someone to listen to you, or anything.
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xoxo
-Anna-
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but yeah - thanks for listening and commenting. it helped a lot.
and it's true - i am always here to listen or to talk or whatever you need.
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