So I'm going home thursday for the summer. It sucks to leave Steph here. I don't know how to sleep without being in his arms. It's by far the best place in the world to be.

I can't seem to keep food down. Ew

Omg, Life is perfect now. I'm so in love with Steph and he, I. :D The only thing sucking at this very moment is that I was so exhausted that I slept through him waking up for work this morning. When I woke up I was so sad and freaking out. *whimper*

I can't fucking take Mike. He's making me insane. all he does is feel sorry for himself and complain about people hurting him and talk about cutting himself. I'm sick of it, this is exactly why I couldn't take him anymore. He's sooo immature. He's depressed because I'm with Steph, which guarantee's him to never be with me again. I can't stand it. A ( Read more... )

7:30 pm.... my world will finally be perfect...

I got in WOOOOOOOOOHOOO

I'm the worst person in the world if I did. I Love Him...If I lose him I'm dead... You DO die from a broken heart.

EDIT:
*phew* I didn't. THANK GOD. I almost did, he said so himself. Wow.

Enough said. And I miss Stephan.

Just to think that A.S.A.P. I'll be taking him home to meet the family and soon after I'll be Mrs. Stephan Waldrep.
WOW...I feel like a giddy school girl... eww

I have my interview for the Glass House tonight. Wish me luck. I think living there would be so amazing. I really wouldn't mind living in Mathias but in the glass hosue there more diversity tolerance and there might be more people who understand where I'M coming from.

Two nights of real sleep. I don't know if I'm less stressed/worried because I'm sleeping better or I'm sleeping better cause I'm less stressed/worried. Either way the last two days have not had any tears, just happiness and talk of Steph's and my house and kids and marriage and him meeting my family and sex (lol). He makes me happy even though part ( Read more... )