tea is one of the best things in this world. one's life might have many guilty pleasures but tea just isn't one of those. tea makes me feel like a good person, not wasteful. see my tea is organic. actually most of my food is because cemicals scare me....it is in an unbleached tea bag, which isn't great, i wish there was no bag at all, i shall work ( Read more... )

i swear the world is ending...and i miss naomi...

the title of this entry is a quote from on of naomi's songs. this is apropriate because naomi is leaving at five tuesday morning for europe. she'll be gone for four months. i'm scared. i deal with this kind of unhappiness in a weird way. i painted my nails and i think i'm either going to put a red or purple streak in my hair. those being the only ( Read more... )

actually everything isn't going wrong. i do have a benign tumer in my toe though. benign for those who don't know means it is not cancerous. it is called osteochondroma. here is a site explaining what osteochondroma is if anyone cares. http://www. ( Read more... )

B a s i c s ( Read more... )

i realized i haven't written anything here in a long time...i think i'm kind of doing that drifting away thing i did in eighth grade...which no one actually noticed then...so no one will probably notice now...also finding better things to do with my time then stare at this screen...like homework! oh yeah...i was also sick. actually i am again... ( Read more... )

let's see...what wonderfully entertaining things shall we write here today. actually there's not much to be said. i am sick. that would just about cover today. or at least what those of you who aren't special get to know. (special people being those who call me while i'm in this odd and somewhat feverish state and thus rambling on about nothing) ( Read more... )

i have these memories from when i was young of things being fine...of this happy innocence...but...i don't think it was ever entirly there...because if i think the memories of scott being in the hospital and then dying the same day as my great grandfather...and katie's dad...and anya's mom's cancer...and my grandfather...and great grandmother....it ( Read more... )

yesterday i saw katie...it was odd...she was katie again...and things were fine...yea...all i really want to say right now...

huh...been a while since i posted...i'm seeing katie tomarrow...which should be interesting...and sarah (sister) didn't want to see me last sunday and is now in the phsyc ward so i wont be allowed to see her...god i miss her...and my head fucking hurts and i just spent an hour researching stuff for history because i decided to join the gay rights ( Read more... )