Well, I had to work which sucks but I got the best workout since I stopped swimming, got some reading done and got to talk to Derek for awhile. He's a cool guy. He seems like such a good brother. You know always watching out for his sister and just doing things to take care of her and show her he cares. That's cool you don't see that in ( Read more... )

"Goodbye My Lover ( Read more... )

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I am feeling much better. Surprisingly, Joe and I aren't back together. And I'm still happy can you believe it. I understand why he did it from his perspective and understand why he did it from my perspective which have alot of similarities but I definantly think there were more reasons to it than he will admit. Oh well... I just want everyone ( Read more... )

Kirby: It's true love, my friend ( Read more... )

I woke up feeling shittier than yesterday and realized I am not loved by who I want to be and no I DO NOT believe in true love. Fuck Love.

"You know what love is backwards? It's E-V-O-L. Evil! Pure evil! Granted it's spelled differently, but it's the same thing." -- Brad, Trojan War

Why is it so easy to feel so worthless? I hurt so much. I just don't want to feel like this and I can't do anything about it. I mean nothing to the one person who means the world to me. I fucking hate everything about my life at this moment. The end.

I've never hated anyone more than I do you today, not even my mother. You were the only one that every really cared and now you don't. I'm left here by myself to deal with all this shit by myself and you don't give a fuck all you can say is whatever and as I sit here and cry until I'm throwing up all you're doing is enjoying your night with your ( Read more... )

God,I dunno what is with Joe. He like frickin' is being all pissy with me because I have obligations and committments. He just seems to always be using this pissy tone of voice with me you know. He got all snippy cuz he asked me what I was doing and I said bills and he's like I thought you did those last night and I said I did some but fell ( Read more... )

This is my favorite song right now it just has a really great sound. I LOVE IT ( Read more... )