i really want to get high right now. nobody i can talk to is picking up their phone so i'm gonna have to write about it ( Read more... )

here was my first post in may of 2001. blogs were going out, LJ was coming in..

Leia, are you reading this? do you remember fureai? [link 1 | link 2]

ahhhhhhhh! feelings of pleasure ( Read more... )

yeah so i was at a therapeutic community in new brunswick called damon house for 6 months from october to april. it was pretty crazy there. its supposed to be the hardest one in new jersey. before i went in i had everyone in the county telling me how hard it was and how i wasn't gonna last there and how they had a friend who jumped out the window ( Read more... )

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The Elegance Network AKA Bonnie's Wicked Awesome Webbie

Oooooh man. I love revisiting this site once a year or so. It never fails to make me crack up.

Not to mention my Aspirational Song clips page.

sigh. i really hope i don't have to write one of these again. an entry explaining what the fuck has happened to me since the last time i posted. you know you were expecting one of these.

so yeah. i went to that 28 day program (seabrook house). i met a girl in there named heather. all we did was talk about anything and everything heroin. it was ( Read more... )

going to a 28 day program. i fucked up, obviously and am using again. see you in 28 days. or maybe less, cause my insurance might not cover all of it.