I know it's been a while since I really updated this thing, so here it goes ( Read more... )

Things can only get worse before they get better.

Everything is all fucked up when it shouldn't be. Things should be simple but us retarded humans always make things complicated. Screw it! I give up!

All is good in the neighborhood. Shervon, i know, but i love ya! haha I hope no matter what happens between us we will always be friends. I am happy and can't wait till this weekend.

I think it's time to give up,
the hope I had, its over,
I was given a sign...

Is it really true????????

I'm 18 now! Woohoo!

It's hard to decide wether you should follow your heart or your mind. Things can be so confusing sometimes... I am almost to the point where i'm not going to listen or follow either one. Anyways I turn 18 in like 3 hours and I am kinda happy but I don't think anything is gonna change anytime soon, there is no one here to help me really celebrate. ( Read more... )

Not sure what to think or feel, may just let go and go with the "flow". Also not sure I want to know what is going to happen, must I should just live and let go, and yet I don't want to let go, all I want to do is hold on, let something be mine for once, but it'll never happen... just live and let go... Do I have a choice or not???